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Hmm…the back home feeling really comfort..but sad to say come back here find out that..poor brother get food poisoning bcoz simply eat….then daddy look much slimmer compare to last 2 week…really got a bit of heart pain…tomolo night i can c my eldest brother which will be back at singapore…also few week din c him..got a bit miss him…can’t wait for the 3 week study week..then i can stay at home much more longer & can help up a bit at home…let them no need so tired…..when reach home really got a bit feel like dunwan to go out & juz stay at home only…

Yesterday go to prun night that organise by the senior in my uni…At first feel quite boring there…coz most of the ppl there i don’t know..so jz sit there to talk with my friend only…both of us talking crab only…HAHA!!But when the event start will dance ..then we start to having fun coz can go out to play play…through there also get to know a few new friend..the most funny wan…is got a cute guy..c me & my friend din receive flower he go to buy each one of us one flower…HAHA!! Really thanks to him..HAHA!! Then at the end of the event.get to know more with the senior that invite me for dance..He also another cute & kind guy…HAHA!! he got a quite baby face..even some of my friend agree with me..HAHA!!

But anyway yesterday is the most relaxing day for me in the whole week…coz got test..after come back from the prun..wash up then study a bit then sleep ady…HAHA!!

juz read those comment that all my dear & sweet family wrote to me..ya i will try to be strong coz with God strenght i can do it….ya..luckily got u this gang of friend..but late at nite dare to wake u all up ler…all of u also got own thing to busy…so dare not…anyway i’m strong again…so dun worry!!

recently really need a lot of sleep…not enuf of sleep really a torturing for me..especially the nite i got the news..the next morning i wake up..my eye look so swallon….coz my let my friend laugh at me panda eye..sigh!! all of bcoz of all the assignment and the mid term…

but yesterday got something tat make me happy is that i get to do my C++ lab test…but then 2nite the system development subject disappointed me…coz at i memorize wan come out with objective & those i din really read wan come out with essay…really kek si me..hope the true false & objective can help me la…if not final really need to work hard hard ady…& all the project must do good good..if not sure can’t get good result…

Just now while rushing for my assignment for C++ suddenly get a sms from my cousin which say that my daddy admited to hospital…when i hear that i feel so shock & i thought my cousin get wrong news or something like that..but then after asked the detail..she is not joking & the person is my daddy….that time my heart start to feel very uncomfortable…& my tear juz can’t stop flowing….

The next thing i do is straight away sms my brother to ask wat happen to daddy..but brother jz say small matter ask me don’t worry…ask me how to not worry…wat also din tell me…& wat i know is that daddy at hospital…if want to hide from me then hide from me all la…why want to let me know this during my exam time…i got no more mood to study & all i think of now is that can go home to c wat is going on…but i know i can’t do that….so i keep telling myself to don’t think so much & i jz leave it to God….then i feel much more comfort…wat disappointed me is that..when i feel like want to talk with "him" he is not there for me anymore…now i got no more close friend to talk with….but thank God still got a good senior to share a bit of it..if not i think i will think more things…

Lastly for those who read this blog…please keep my dad in prayer….thankz!!

Today really a lonely day for me….first time eat alone…so cham…next time i won’t let tat happen to me again..if i so happen to be dlone again…i rather eat maggie mee at hostel also dunwan to go outi eat alone..the feeling is so weird & so boring….dun like this kind of feeling…some more tis few day need to study for mid term and rush for all the assignment…really tiring….

Jus come back from gathering not long ago…feel so tired but i think is worthy coz i get to meet up with mini,wen chi,shu cheng,siow ching,soon sum and fui peng..opps..forgot one more "kancil yap" he is mini bf & the only guy in the gathering…haha!!

This whole gathering i talk the most and laugh the most…so after i come back i feel like myself throat very dry..but over all tis gathering is quite interesting and fun although not many ppl appear for this gathering like..yuet lurn and christina that last minute say dunwan to come and almost bcoz of them dunwan to come out…but luckily at the end mini big boss also decide to come out to meet…if not i think i won’t get to updated my news….hehe!! hope got more chance to meet up with other friend which is long time din meet…so miss all my friends….

Lastly…jus want to say that if got any gathering remember to ask me along…if i can make it..sure i will try my best to meet u all up… :P..

Then yesterday also get to meet up with nicholas also long time din see him…finally yesterday saw him..i feel that he is more thinner compare to last time…hehe!! is that stay at home wil become thin but how come last time when i stay at home also so fat wan..really jealous with him la..can become so fit..haha!! now i stay at malacca lagi worst…become more fat than i at home..how la..wat to do don’t be so fat?? HAHA!! dun eat cannot coz my stomach always also will feel hungry…

Time really fly…start from next week i need to face mid term ady…recently always also do assignment or project proposal only…already feel very tired & my sleeping time is upside down already..i think next week my time going to b more pack….sigh!! what to do…i think life like this call uni life…always busy only..but some time quite enjoy also coz can meet new friend everyday..HEHE!!

This is my first time come back to home on thursday mid night!! the feel really very excited..in addition on the way back it rain so heavy..make me come back more late around 12.30am like tat only reach home..after come home straight away bath then on9 chat awhile…haha!!

Around 2am like that only sleep…then this morning around 10am…let mummy wake me up to help her to do her things…HEHE!!

Last week really a very pack week for me a lot of test and assignment to do…really very very busy….now start to feel wat the senior told me earlier..but i still will try my best to come back every week..because really dun hope wat anne say will happen like miss church,aspirers,choir,cell & etc..

Beside that i start to feel bored with uni life..always sleep,study & eat only…nothing much to do…& my life style start to change to at nite do work & afternoon sleep…feel so abnormal…HAHA!!

Then this week i usually being alone only…coz recently seldom meet up with ding jun which is always eat dinner with me last time…now i think maybe of his busyness or becoz of his new buddy then he have to leave me alone…sigh!! but never mind la…we mankind need to make more new friend then only our life circle become more wide….but till now i still haven’t did that yet..coz recently also quite lazy to go out eat..so jus stay at hostel eat or ask friend to pack food for me to eat only…HEHE!!

My life here is so boring without msn..this stupid uni block all the chatting website..even use our own laptop also can’t on9…really stupid….make me so ma fan..need to ask friend homework on9 also can’t…the only good about this uni is that the senior is kind & some of the lecturer is good…other than that…all the stuff here is so rough & impolite even u treat them with good manner..they still treat u like nothing…really dun like that…

There are 2 ppl i dun like the most are the night guard at my hostel & one of the stuff in the library…both of them i dunno wat i did to them….they always come to find my trouble…really can’t tahan them….is that we non malay they need to treat us like that???

But anyway dun care this friday no class…so can go back on thursday midnight..HEHE!! so happy

Finally today is weekend already…this whole week also juz busy with exam or assignment only…really super stress wan…but thank God 2 of the subject test is passed now left few more only…hope can do well for other paper..coz the 1st 2 paper not that good..especially the french coz i can’t remember all the irregular verb so end up with whole section can’t do..

Beside the test, also get a lot of assignment and all of it is only get 1 week to complete it..so the whole week busy only….but still not bad….can complete those need to pass up wan…haha!!Now come back to home ady..feel much more happy & relaxing…

This week got so many first time for me…first of all is that i miss my bus to go back to hostel n that is the last bus…then lu ckily that i manage to get the guy hostel bus to fetch me back….if not i also dunno how..walk is too far for me some more i dun really know the road back to hostel…i know i a bit blur…HAHA!!…then another thing is on wednesday i did my first test in UTeM…which is so diappointed coz all the question know the method but can’t do it..sigh…then thursday is the french test also…also can’t do all the paper….only can do 3 part out of 5 part….so sad….

Then i also first time drive to campus on monday…coz all my housemate forget about me…then end up with all of them thought i in the bus which is i haven’t come out from the hostel…so i miss the bus…so force to drive to campus…which luckily get some ppl to accompany me…coz as i say i dun really remember the road…HAHA!! pai sei!!!

Oh ya also my first time drive to jusco…all thank to ding n his friend….if not won’t go there…haha!!